Monday, October 10, 2005

vicious cycles

i'm hurting
but i don't want to talk to anybody

my heart feels like it wants to explode

but i can't say a word

i can't shout out loud
i desperately want to cry
but my tears have long since dried up


i don't know whether to
wallow in self pity

stoke the embers of hate

reach out in desperation
give up in frustration

or give in to temptation


i am ok
i am not ok

i am moving on
i am back where i started
i am going 'round in circles
and i don't know how to end
this vicious cycle
i'm trapped in


God alone knows

the way out
of death

to life

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