senti mode :p

i find myself listening to a lot of these songs lately. i don't know if i've escaped the vicious cycle i've been trapped in for the past months. at the moment, though, i'm doing quite well. there's a hint of sadness.. but no bitterness. a bit of loneliness.. but it's overshadowed by hope.

i have not given up on love. i have not given up on him. and i have not given up on myself.

someday i just might hear this song sung to me.. Ü

Without you
(Charlie Wilson)

It feels like a lifetime,
A thousand days have passed by
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live again
I need you here with me

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now
You’re so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I’ll always stay

Girl, lately my sun doesn’t shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath
And my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine
Sun doesn’t shine without you

This is more for me than for you
Girl, I finally see there’s no substitute for what we have
Do you know how much I love you?
And what we've shared i can't forget
Girl a love like yours i'll never let
Just slip away
Just promise that you'll stay

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you’re so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you

Girl, lately my sun doesn’t shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath and my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine
Sun doesn’t shine...

Have you ever seen a flower that never bloomed?
Or seen a starless night without the moon?
Well that's me without you
So come back and turn my nights into days

Girl, lately my sun doesn’t shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath and my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine
Sun doesn’t shine without you