broken sonnet

found this written in oliver's profile. nice. kinda describes how i feel at the moment. *sigh* i don't know whether i'd like time to stop or to move faster. i hate waiting for the days to go by.. but i also dread the future. i'm happy and i'm sad. i'm lost in the crowd and ever alone. great.

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And now I concede on the night
of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now I will admit in this fourth line
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do
Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side

The clock on the TV says 8:39 p.m.
It's the same, it's the same
And in this next line I'll say it all over again
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do
Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And I will never let go, will never let go

I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go, never let go

But still I see the tears from your eyes
Maybe I'm just not the one for you..

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nice. really nice. i won't accept the last line, though. never..