fading

nope. i'm not sad. i'm not annoyed. nor depressed. nor irritated. hehe. i'm just one big blank right now. i'm not my usual negative self - though admittedly, neither would anyone call me ms. sunshine hehehe. perhaps i can say my current mood is.. hmm.. cynically sarcastic..?! i don't know.

anyway, creativity comes when it wishes to - regardless of a person's mood. and these just popped into my head a couple of minutes ago, so here. instant blog post hahaha :p they don't mean a thing.. but the lines seem ok to me.. hence, i'm writing them down here.

next time i'll write something more coherent - or interesting.

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flowers. wilting slowly.
as colors fade.
and petals fall.
to the ground.
one by one.

dreams. becoming blurry.
and indistinct.
soon forgotten.
unremembered.
out of mind.

body. thinning gradually.
and losing form.
turning ghostly.
ephemeral.
and unseen.

silence. coldly present.
too deafening.
and yet peaceful.
enveloping.
then nothing.