beautiful melancholy

i really like this song. it's so sad that it's beautiful. hmm. wonder if that makes sense. it does to me, at least. ]

like i said before.. there's a certain beauty in melancholy. maybe that's why even in my happiest moments, there's always a hint of sadness. and it only makes the joy even more beautiful.

hmm. no wonder.. i may have my moments of sunshine.. yet always.. i go back to look for my rain..

LET ME BE THE ONE
Jimmy Bondoc

somebody told me you were leaving, i didn't know
somebody told me you're unhappy but it doesn't show
somebody told me that you don't want me no more
so you're walking out the door


nobody told me you'd been crying every night
nobody told me you'd been dying but didn't want to fight
nobody told me that you fell out of love from me
so i'm setting you free

let me be the one to break it up
so you won't have to make excuses
we don't need to find a setup
where someone wins and someone loses
we just have to say our love was true
but has now become a lie
so i'm telling you "i love you" one last time
and "goodbye"

somebody told me you still love me, i don't know why
nobody told me you only needed time to fly
somebody told me you'll come back
when our love is real again

just turn around and walk away
you don't have to live like this
but if you love me still then stay
don't keep me waiting for that final kiss
we can work together through this test
or we can work through it apart
i just need to get this off my chest
that you will always have my heart

let me be the one...