Saturday, September 09, 2006

silence

everything's so quiet. not the calm kind of quiet.. but more of the eerie kind of silence. deafening. stony. cold. frightening. the calm before the storm. hmm. i don't like it.

i'm so out of sorts right now. i don't know what to do with myself. haha. i wish there were some place on this planet where time stood still. where i could just be alone but not lonely. where i could just feel quiet.. on the inside, not just out.

it seems i'm unavailable to everybody.. and everyone i want to be with is offline, too.. except for one. thank heavens for unexpected blessings. thanx, ney, for the nice lunch.

i wish everything would just stop. especially this beating heart. *sigh*

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