Friday, September 08, 2006

the more you ignore me, the closer i get


i love this picture. it's just so.. umm.. appropriate. hahahaha.

it's weird. i thought heartbreak was supposed to hurt. apparently, though, it's possible to get so anesthesized to the pain.. to be so numb that your insides feel paralyzed. i mean, you can slice yourself up.. cut everything into shreds.. and rip your heart out.. and yet not feel a damned thing. hahaha. maybe it's because when you take out your heart, all feelings go away as well. (umm.. ok, i know, the *hypothalamus* is the seat of emotions. but i'm speaking metaphorically here)

which brings me to thinking: if you're a masochist and you cannot feel a thing.. where's the gratification in that, huh?! wahahahaha. oh well. it must suck to be the sorriest (not to mention sickest) person on the planet.. hehehehe.. :p

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