i visited some blogs today and found this songpost (haha.. it's cute. love the lyrics ü) from mia's blog :) catchy. and it aptly describes me at the moment. or i think it does.. hahaha.
i've been trying to download the latest grey's anatomy episodes, but i can't find them :( darnit. and i was really hoping to watch the special ep as well as "time after time" (ep20). i miss meredith & mc dreamy. i miss the sad/wild/weird/freaky craziness of the whole show.
right now i'm watching season 2 of avatar (aired on nickelodeon). nyahaha. it's just one of those toons that i happen to be hooked on at the moment. no new episodes of spongebob/fairly odd parents/danny phantom are up.. so it's avatar for me :p
oh. and i'm also looking forward to the latest myth buster show (their "pirate special" i think).. and of course the discovery channel series - "how did they do it" "crime stories" "million to one" and others. hahaha.
mushy. kiddy. nerdy. desperate. weird. umm. yeah. well, that's all me ü wheeeee! this is fun.. hahahaha :p
i've been trying to download the latest grey's anatomy episodes, but i can't find them :( darnit. and i was really hoping to watch the special ep as well as "time after time" (ep20). i miss meredith & mc dreamy. i miss the sad/wild/weird/freaky craziness of the whole show.
right now i'm watching season 2 of avatar (aired on nickelodeon). nyahaha. it's just one of those toons that i happen to be hooked on at the moment. no new episodes of spongebob/fairly odd parents/danny phantom are up.. so it's avatar for me :p
oh. and i'm also looking forward to the latest myth buster show (their "pirate special" i think).. and of course the discovery channel series - "how did they do it" "crime stories" "million to one" and others. hahaha.
mushy. kiddy. nerdy. desperate. weird. umm. yeah. well, that's all me ü wheeeee! this is fun.. hahahaha :p
Smile (by Tamia)
Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me
Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around
And just pretend
Loving life for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me
Chorus
So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I'm laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I'm dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face, on my face
Sing it la la la la
Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don't call me
But then I realize
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I'm into other things
Because you never let them see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me
It's not an easy thing
Sometimes it’s hard to face the truth
It's not the life that I would choose
But what else can I do?
If he don't love me
If he don't want me
I'm not about to sit around
Let myself go
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