Sunday, May 20, 2007

unexpected gains

there are many reasons why i think i should not be happy today. here are a few of them..

1. i am soooo physically exhausted. even if most of the time we're just seated there, listening to the talks/chatting. even if we love to sing and serve. just being in one place for all those hours can be very tiring.

2. i haven't been able to accomplish the things i set out to do. i still have no final exam. or third exam, for that matter. i'll be cramming again. and i hate it when that happens.

3. my chores piled up. now i have to face a ton of clothes due for ironing. and my room is in desperate need of dusting and organizing.

4. i now have additional work to do in my primary ministry. hmm. i was just informed of some problems that were not really our fault.. but are now sort of our responsibility. great. so we get to be the people who will try our best to fix other people's blunder :(

5. i remembered some things that i do not wish to think about because they are painful. uhm. let's just say that this weekend, i was *really* hoping something would happen. and i've been waiting the whole of saturday and today for it to happen. but it didn't. i thought my friend would've given more importance to it; but apparently she didn't. i know she has her own reasons. i just don't want to worry myself over *what* those are. still, it kinda sucks.

at the end of the day, though, i look at myself and find that i am happy. in spite of this list ü

it's true. it really is. sometimes, all you need is One ü and He gives me enough reason to smile..

1 comment:

DM said...

that made me smile. :)