Wednesday, November 29, 2006

i don't wanna wait

i don't understand you. though God knows i've tried to. is it that you're extremely busy? do you have something against me? am i too boring.. too needy.. too clingy.. too whiny? or are you just being intentionally dense/uncaring?

i thought you were special. you still are, to me. but i was hoping i'd be more than just a convenient fallback. more than just someone to laugh with. but during the times i needed you most, you left me hanging out in the cold.

and you have the nerve to show up right now. in this way. how dare you.

i waited for a long time. but my patience ran out before you came back. today is *not* a good time.

house is right. in more ways than one.

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