Sunday, November 05, 2006

the great procrastinator

it's been a dizzying 38 hours. yup. i meant 38 hours. since 9am yesterday i've been up to my head in to-do stuff. everything just piled up - grades to compute, scores to encode, talks/songs to record, .wav files to convert to .mp3, script to write, directory to format/print, etc. etc. waaaaahhh!!

ok, ok. it is my fault, really. i mean, *i am the great procrastinator* i can never find the motivation to do anything early enough. i *always* postpone the things i need to do. i don't know why. lack of discipline, i suppose. i know it's wrong.. and i hate it. and yet.. i keep doing it. sheesh.

case in point. i tried to layout the newsletter a couple of days earlier than i usually do. well, i was able to start it. then i just left it after a while. nawalan ako ng ganang ituloy siya. same with my checking papers. *sigh* this is sooooo pathetic. and now, everything's all piled up.. and i had a really dizzy day.

thank goodness i was able to finish everything.

well, *almost* everything. bahala na sila kundi ko matapos ang pinapagawa nila. last minute din silang mag-utos e. at di ko naman talaga trabaho 'yun. napakiusapan lang naman ako. *sigh* i'm feeling really bitchy right now.

a bitchy procrastinator. hahaha. i don't know how i'm ever gonna stop this nasty habit. sheesh.

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