both are stuck inside me

SOME DEVIL
Dave Matthews Band

One last kiss one only
Then I'll let you go
Hard for you I've fallen
But you can't break my fall
I'm broken don't break me
When I hit the ground

Some devil some angel
Has got me to the bones
You said always and forever
Now I believe you baby
You said always and forever
Is such a long and lonely time

Too drunk and still drinking
It's just the way I feel
It's alright
Is what you told me
'Cause what we had was so beautiful
Feel heavy like floating
At the bottom of the sea

You said always and forever
Now I believe you baby
You said always and forever
Is such a long and lonely time

Some devil is stuck inside of me
Why can't I set it free
I wish, I wish I was dead and you were grieving
Just so that you could know
Some angel is stuck inside of me
But I cannot set you free

sam recommended this song to me yesterday. i looked for the lyrics.. and well.. haha.. i liked it immediately. haven't heard the song yet, though. i'll try to listen to it soon (this song was played in the first season of House, M.D.)

anyway. today is one of those "i - am - feeling - fine - almost - to - the - point - of - being - really - happy" days :p hahaha. no kidding. i don't know. maybe because for the most part, i was by myself yesterday. (before that, though, i was busy "babysitting" two of my favorite playmates at school - haja and aya. too bad the picture i took of them yesterday got corrupted so i can't post it here :( oh well..) i was able to spend time with myself.. driving alone from UP to makati. it was quite an adventure. moments like those, i really cherish. oh.. i don't like getting stuck in traffic. but i don't mind it so much 'coz i have a lot of "quiet time" where i can just be silent and try to enjoy my own company. hehe. it does wonders for my mood :)

never mind that all throughout my drive to makati, tita may's recording of "pasko na sinta ko" kept on playing at the background. haha. i had to study the song for 45 minutes so that i'd be able to "pass" boss rannie's quartet wahahaha. it turned out ok.. considering that i didn't have any piece to read. hehe :p

happy. sad. happy. sad. happy. sad. then happy again.

swinging from glum to glad in a matter of hours. tsk tsk. the battle rages on..