wistful thinking

wistful \ˈwist-fəl\ adj : full of yearning or desire tinged with melancholy

i'm not sure why.. but i find myself feeling wistful today.

i know i told ice *part* of the reason.. but it's not just that.

hmmm. this is a different kind of feeling. i'm not used to it. and i'm not so sure that i like it..