i've been sick for the past couple of days. it's not so bad.. just the colds plus some cough, a clogged nose and sore throat. i'm getting better now, though (thanx to besp heids for the tip hehe).. so things are looking up :)
anyway. recently i couldn't help but feel blue. i'm not in the mood. i know it's the christmas season and all.. but i just can't seem to get into the christmas spirit. i'm too down in the dumps. *sigh*
why does it get harder and harder to please people? it used to be that a small favor/chore would be enough. a token/small gift would get me a smile or a really warm thank you. but now.. well, it just seems like *nothing* i do would ever make him happy :(
i miss the concern. i miss the worried looks. i miss being pampered and taken cared of. i'm used to being the only one. but i'm also used to being alone. it's just that.. well.. sometimes i really do need a hug. and the assurance that in spite of silence, everything is as it always was.. :(
yeah, i know.. i sound like a whiny brat. but right now, i couldn't care less. hahahaha. i'm a little blue whiny bratty bitch. great.
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