Thursday, April 15, 2010

fictional character


fb has been taking up a lot of my time for the past months. but it's not really the reason why i neglected this blog. i'm not exactly sure why, but for almost two years already, i just lost my interest in writing. more than that, though, i think i lost my interest in what's going on around me. i mean, it's pointless to write when there's nothing for you to write about.. when nothing interests you anymore and you just don't give a damn what's happening around you..

of late, however, i've been feeling.. restless. irritable. BITCHY. ok, ok.. i admit, i usually am bitchy and irritable and restless. but this is different. totally different. for the past couple of weeks i've had this urge to spill out whatever it is that's keeping me so edgy (though, frankly, i have no idea what that is.. i just know i have to let it out).

so here i am.. back to writing. though what it is i'm writing about, i have yet to figure out. at the moment, i feel more like a fictional character - someone with a story, yet someone who's not "all there." i'm flitting between 'realities' right now.

oh well. let's see how long i can keep this up..

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