Monday, October 01, 2007

what i wish for... above all


Above All
Hillsong Australia

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die
Rejected and alone
Like a rose
Trampled on the ground
You took the fall
And thought of me
Above all...


i'm supposed to be used to this. i'm supposed to be numb already. i already expected this would happen; but each time it does, it still hurts.

but i don't have my usual source of endorphins. not the red ones. not the black and/or blue ones either. not anymore. it's always a temptation to get back to them.. but no. i've already decided. and that's that.

yeah, yeah, i know. i'm being emo right now. and though part of my brain taunts me and says that sucks, the greater part of me gives it the finger and tells it to f*ck off. i definitely need a breather right now.

today's entry is a simple song post. a simple song with a simple melody and simple words. but a simple song that i really need to hear over and over again.

*sigh* what i would give for that *one* thing i'm wishing for right now..


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