especially for you

"isn't it ironic that when you're trying to pick up the fragments of what was destroyed before and that you've been building this crooked but solid foundation for yourself, you find out that it's not really solid at all...it just appeared solid? ironic how when you're trying to fix your life, everything just falls apart at the seams...again? and you ask yourself, what's the freaking point in trying? hope is a fallacy created by the optimists. i wonder if these optimists are drugged and if they are, can i have some?"

(i lifted this from iluvwills2003's LJ)

hey dude, i miss you. spent nearly an hour going through your entries. sucks that you can't text me. hmm. cheapskate. i'm *seriously* considering getting another sim, just for you. we really should get together some time. meet me on your bday next week..? :p

anyway. it feels good to connect with friends. i really thank God for technology. given that i'm such a laconic creature who hates going out and whom you practically have to drag out of the house.. well, at least blogs, friendster, email and *text messaging* allow me to keep in touch with friends whenever i can't see them :p

reading you sort of made my day. thanx for that. once again.. *i miss you*.. and we really, really should get together soon. give me a bday treat, darnit! :p you owe me that much for the pleasure of my company, wahahahahahaha!! :)