Wednesday, December 06, 2006

downward spiral


last night was a terrible night for me. i was dizzy.. and weak.. and i felt like barfing. my head was both light and heavy at the same time.. and my insides felt like they were full of these big rocks. my muscles ached.. my world was spinning.. and my heart was thump-thump-thumping slowly but heavily.

i'm on a downward spiral. i don't know why; yet i know why.

i don't even need one. just half. and even that is denied. for the moment.. *sigh*

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