on remembering

"try to be content and not to remember too much; for where remembrance is too painful and futile, one would prefer to forget."

friend carolle sent me this text sometime last week, i think. hmm. i immediately saved it in my phone.. coz i knew i'd love to read it over and over and over again..

25july2005. that was a monday. gma's 5th sona, i think. it's a memorable date for me. hmm. let's just say that that date was the first "nonevent" that turned into the first of a series of sad episodes. *sigh* it is, quite truthfully, where it all started..

sometimes one really would prefer to forget. but it ain't that easy. and at times, all you can really do is to remember.. painful memories and all.. and move on..