there should be a word called "eludite"

love is smoke made with the fume of sighs; being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes; being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears. what is it else? a madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet.

- william shakespeare

friend rizi sent me this quote. it just came to mind. don't know why, 'coz i'm not really feeling down and out. in fact, i've been acting all perky and "uppity" today. hmmm. maybe *acting* is the operative word there, hahahaha. sheesh. i never really know anymore. not anymore. tsk tsk.

whatever's repressed must be the reason why i was particularly eager to shop around again today. i bought 10 whiteboards and 5 geometry sets for our class (funded by our pta); 4 flash disks (512mb) for the honor roll committee (reimbursible, natch); a 2gb flash drive, stationery stuff, 2 pairs of footwear and a cutie keychain for me (out of my pocket, boo hoo hoo).

there's still something missing, though. my day's not complete. *i am not complete* and i don't like it. i hate that "eludite" feeling. *sigh* i'm hoping this is nothing but a residue of sleep deprivation..