feels like christmas

*i can literally feel the christmas season today*

this is freaky. hahaha. how did the christmas spirit creep upon me like that?!?! *sigh* oh well. this is going to be difficult. december is just about to start. there are 25 more days to go before "d-day" and i don't know how i can live with so much 'christmas spirit' hovering around me.

there's so much left to do - christmas shopping, work, choir prax, WORK.. - and my current mindset is interfering with all that. gotta focus. gotta get a grip on things again. gotta get a grip on myself again.. *sigh*