Wednesday, June 11, 2008

so far away


*sigh* i'm having a difficult time this school year. i don't know if it's because of the additional responsibility of being a department head, the scarcity of aliens in the campus, the extremely annoying heatwave, the many ongoing changes at school or a combination of all the above-mentioned reasons :(

anyway, it's hard enough to teach mathematics. it's much harder to teach it to kids who do not like it. kids who are quite rowdy by nature. i find that by the end of the day, my voice is hoarse from shushing them; and i'm tired as heck even though i have only two classes each day *sigh* i wonder if i'm getting too old for this kind of thing, nyahahaha..

why, oh why is it so hard to make math appealing?!

i am in desperate need of energy. i need a break from school. even more than the students do, i suppose, hahaha XP

so close.. yet so far away. why is my energy source so elusive..?!

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