still stressing

talk about a hair-pulling day. *sigh*

i served as "driver" to my mom this afternoon. i brought her to her regular checkup with the doctor at NKI. her appointment was supposed to be for 2pm.. but the doctor was late, so we waited a couple of hours at the clinic. i think, in all, we were out waiting for more than three hours. sheesh. good thing i brought along my copy of wicked - though really, the book was starting to bore me by then.

i didn't realize how much waiting and being out of schedule still stresses me out. i was really doing my best to control my bitchiness on our way back home from the doc. heck, i could barely control my irritation while driving, hahaha. oh well..

i dropped mom off at home (and picked dad up coz we were really in a hurry by then).. then drove to megamall for the prayer meeting. dad and i got there around 6.20pm. and i.. well.. i was stressed just a wee bit further by the fact that i was supposed to buy something.. drop it off somewhere.. feed myself.. freshen up and be at the venue before 7pm. hahaha. wow. by the time the prayer meeting started, i had a bad headache (with matching dizziness once again) and cramps. not to mention something like hot flashes.. hahaha. darnit. i'm too young to even be experiencing menopausal symptoms, nyahahaha XP

and now that i am home, i'm still hung over from all that stressing. even after that warm bath and relaxing with my favorite show (csi, what else?!?). hmm. should i blame it on the (lack of) rain?! or maybe it's the perennial sleep deprivation. or perhaps it's the teacher training thing tomorrow that i'm fretting about. or the financial report i've yet to finish.

or then again, maybe it's just that time of the month.. hahaha.

i miss you. *very much*