wicked

Embracing the Darkness
E. Oxenby

Freezing cold fire burns inside me,
While I let the darkness have its way.
Cool, chilling flames in my veins.
As I taste the dark embrace.

It wraps its strong arms around me,
Panting whispers into my ears.
Clutching nails, digging into my naked skin,
As my I'm covered by the empty darkness.

It covers my body with itself,
The black embrace holding me tight.
My helpless screams for help,
Mute from its passionate kiss.

All free will disappears,
As it enters me in body and spirit.
Raping me and my senses,
Forcing itself upon my soul.

Its thick black body upon me,
Drowning me, burring me alive.
It leaves invisible scars on my soul,
Scars from its hug, its breath, its rape

The embrace holds me tight,
Forcing me to give in.
It steals my eyes, it steals my innocence,
It steals me away.

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umm.. obviously these are not my words.
but my current mood is really dark.
so i search google for "embracing the darkness" and found this poem.
still no original words from me right now.
too tired, i guess.
and too confused as well.
i guess i just want to be alone for the meantime.
alone in my own darkness.
i wonder how long it'll last this time..