new url for my blog. why? well.. i dunno. for the past days, i started "hiding" from people. it's not because i'm antisocial (though i've often been called that). i'm not a total misanthrope. but sometimes.. *sigh*

there are just times when i need to be left alone. with my tantrums. with my weird thoughts. with my tears & my pain.

because i'm not asking for sympathy. or pity. i hate it when people treat me condescendingly. and i don't want to have to keep explaining *why* i feel the way i do.. or to be forced to make an effort to be all "sunshiny" and happy and okay.

so i've moved. but i don't know if i've moved on. maybe. maybe not.

but this is a first step.

i hope to god i'm getting somewhere this time..