this picture asks "why so alone?" hmm. why, indeed? actually, today wasn't such a lonely day. i had a lot of fun and laughs, thanks to my NASAean friends from school (special thanx to apol, jero & paupau.. though really, jero, it's not good manners to bite your friends. really) it's easy to bond with them. probably 'coz they're just about as weird as i am (if not even weirder, hehe.. right, xerox?! :p)
anyway, it's another matter when i'm at church. well, normally i'd have my own set of weird friends there. but lately, it just seems like they're not around so much. mcdreamy's been quiet for the past days; rizi's fussing about her aching tooth; hilda's not much of a talker today; janno's missing; and sam.. well, sam's quite busy, i think (or maybe it's the "connection" that's going haywire. i dunno. i'm having some trouble understanding that part)
so. why am i so alone? maybe it's 'coz i choose to be. and perhaps right now, it's for the best. 'coz at the moment, only those who would like to spend time with a frustrated, impatient "touch-me-and-die" bitch would dare approach me. and for some reason, i don't think there are too many of those kinds of people right now.
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